Inner strength

I am afraid. Terrified, even, for the future. I messed up not long ago and it's taken its toll on me. I try to pretend it never happened but you cannot deny the past. It will be with you for eternity.

Mom wants to send me away. Away from all the love I get from my friends and him. To strangers land. Kolej Yayasan Saad at Melaka to be exact. Boo, cant we both just go somewhere away from all these troubles and not have all these worries in our heads when we try to meet in secrecy? Forbidden love is what we have. I seek forgiveness and redemption from everyone around me.

I have not been a very good person lately. I thrive for change and I've seen myself fail. But that doesn't mean I'm giving up.

Dear parents,

Please give me a chance. Please give him a chance. Please give us a chance.
Let me do you proud.

I love you, you, you, you, you, and especially you.

oh, LOVEBUG !

The starting is always so nerve-wrecking sometimes. HAHAHA, I guess I'll just start like how normal people start. I DO wanna join the-normal-people club for a change (:
oh-so-creepy though, I'm a first-timer as a normal dood. So, excuse the lack of normal-ness.

*jeng jeng jeng*
My name's Lily Alyssa binti Mior Azri diguised as King Pushpa (:
I'm twelve and I'm depressed on how old I look. I look like I'm.... 15 O: NOOOOOOOOOO~
Neways, i like the font in myspace, the swing tht isn't usable in my school and my school's building colour.
buggers !

TO AIN SURAYA: Kakak, if your reading this, tell me wht to write next. Malas la nak tanye akak in person. :D

goodbye my newly discovered readers!

to be continued...

love,

King Pushpa (: