i woke up with a smile.

i entered this essay writting competition and if you guys have anyyyyy idea, THROW IT TO ME, BABYY. the title is STAYING AND LEAVING. i was thinking of doing loike, a girl went to this imaginary world named Lala Land. she met a guy there and fell in love. he died in the end, how? i'm still thinking about that. and so its like "the girl stays in his heart forever but he left her in a physical kinda way?"

ughhhhh :/
i suck in writting essays. soo, if you guys have ANY idea, i beg of you. TELL ME. text me in 0193112996 or email me in my.wonderful.death-love@hotmail (sorry for the VERY VERY suckkyyy email). or myspace/facebook :)
your help is very much appreciated. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

ho yeah. listen to Katy Perry's thinking of you. best song ever. i cried the first time i heard it. plus seeing the music video.
touched my heart like the way shauqi did.

he makes me smile so wide, i hurt my cheeks.

he makes me laugh so hard, my jaws can fall off.

he makes me fall so in love, i get butterflies in my stomach. i can sing a song just for him. i can write poetry all about him. i can get back on my feet when he tells me that i can do it. i have one more reason to wake up from sleep. i am just ... deeply in love with him.

i love you.

iwishiwaslookinginyoureyes,

shauqi's :)

put. your. hands. in. the. AYER.

i imagined i have a pet gecko named Gecko :)
mommy told me i was creative in picking names, YAY ME.


i really really reaaaalllllyyyyy want mine to be in rainbow colour. it would be. so. COOL. to those of you who DO NOT KNOW WHAT GECKO'S ARE (shame on youuu) here is a picture.

aren't they the cutest thing eveeeeeer?

and guess who i met at school just noooow. itsssss *drumrollssss* ADLINUR LAM BINTI ALIF LAM! i miss her so so so so much (':

tomorrow, i'm going on a roadrun competition at Cheras. wish me luck :)

toodlelooo,

Gecky.

PARTIE TRAUMATIC, baby.

High school is haaaaaard -.-' This monday, i hafta practice for roadrun. School's representative, ughh. This thursday is the real thang. i was informed that the place was kindah farrr so that means, wake up early-ER. Get to school early-ER :/ OMG, do you seniors not realize that i am lazeeeeeeeeeyh? Grr.

but not EEEEVERYTHINGS falling apart :)
I. AM. ENJOYING. CHEERLEADING. despite all the after-pains. And i get to see No. 17 at school. WHO WOULD NOT LOIKE THAAAAT? pleases raises yours hands ups ifs yous woulds nots likes tos sees no.17's ats schools. Loserrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

oh, and i imagined what would happen if I was a giant dinosaur in the middle of KL :D I'd feel sorry for myself and would be saying : RAWR lily, how did grr you get roar HERE? *siiiiiiiigh* wouldn't you want yourself to be a giant non-human-eating dinosaur? i do :)

thats its fors todays.

i's feels likes updatings everydays :)

BELIEVE IT, ADLINUR BEEEETCH XD

dinosaurrrrrrrr,

p-p-partie traumatic.

teeenager-er-er.

Helloooo :)

The events of 2009 ... so far;

1. Broke up with jadreyh. (i'm sorry :/)
2. Am with a dood I really really loike. Aaahh, sweeet love. (iloveyou, kunci ;))
3. Made new friends at school. (Wooh, danny is so friendly! YES, I rhymeeee)
4. High school is like .. extra super duper more strict than primary )': (And i miss children's day!)
5. Has not hugged anyone expect for parents o.O (I just realized tht. OMG! Loads of hugs this monday!!)
6. Is joining the cheerleading team! Goooooo FALCONS! :D um, try outs this tuesday. Can't wait :)


The things I will do in January;

1. Hug PEOPLE. OMG, I still cant believe i didn't hug anyone like WTF? O:
2. ooh, hug Kunci <3
3. Practice everynight so I can split before the cheer comp.
4. Study. Really study -___-'
5. Be brave.
6. Be LILY ALYSSA.


so yeaaaaaaah :)
goodbye.

iloveyouuuu, form2-er.

yo, GHETTO!

shizzy lily.

:)