The people keeping me sane.
I am in a complete wreck. My life is like a glass mirror cracking and it's in a state so fragile. I miss the yesterdays. I miss feeling so at free. I miss not having a care in the world. I miss my chubby, farah and abigail. Stupid farah. Stupid abigail. Especially abigail. I'm still not used to the fact I dont see your face every day, after 10 years. Stupid girl. GirlS!
But who would deny how much I crave for my daniel? I miss you so much. My mind wanders off to our sweetest memories whenever it goes idle. The first time we met is by far my favourite. The cold, drizzling night. The butterflies in my stomach making my whole body shake with excitement, fear and a sense of fondness for you. The night went by so magically. So unreal.
I've never met someone like you. You grasp my heart in a manner I just melt with every word you say. I want you in my life in whatever way from this time to eternity. For now, be mine. Stick with me until the impossible tears us apart. I miss you, boo. I miss you, sayang. I miss you, edward. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. And I feel so miserable how I can't do anything about it. So fucking miserable.
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