okay so, i wanted to post about swimming yesterday night with Erin and Faire buuuttt the internet macam babi lambat cause i wanted to put up pictures so yeh. i shall cakap-cakap about today :)

woke up with akak going : *BANGSONTHEDOOR* cakap nak pegi pavilion! bangun ah!

so, terpakse bangun at 10:30am when i lost track of time and slept at 5am. so, took a 15-minute shower (13 minutes was me just standing under the water and taking a quick nap) . and i completely forgot to decide what to wear the night before so, i was just staring at my closet for a good 10 minutes. wore my clothes and came down. looked in the mirror and felt really sad fer meself. eyebags macam tak tidur for 2 weeks.

later, went to pavilion and shopped. mama left me and kakak alone and gave us some cash. mine habis semua weyyy. but kakak being the responsible one didnt buy anything but she was going all googly-eyes for this one jacket in Esprit. after that, i got really hungry and dizzy. met up with mama at esprit to show her the jacket kakak wants but mama tak bagi beli. ate at the food court. i got a huge headache and the smell around me just made it worst. after eating, i felt much better. so wayyyyy much better. and i think i kinda made mama change her mind fer poor kakak's jacket. HEHE.

it was 2 and kakak didnt wanna go home. JOM PEGI KLCC! (mengade je die) and mama was okay with it. dragged myself to KLCC. went to buy food at marcs&spens and mama said : go to esprit and buy your jacket. soo, pegi Esprit tak jumpa. kakak started to go OMGOMGOMG. went outside and saw EDC beside it. went in and ze beautiful jacket was there! beli beli, suka lah.

by 6, we were in the car and driving back home.

and i bought four thangs:
A noice jacket from Nichii.
A black tee from Esprit.
A rainbow-coloured necklace from Diva (belanje'd kakak a nice ring :))
and a sleeved dress from Forever21.

esok, i shall go ou with farieda. she wants to watch Alvin and the Chipmunks. while i wanna watch Sherlock Homes. probably watch both. hihihihihi.

BYE!

-lilykins.

fun at dewi's

went to dewi's last thursday.
let em pictures speak, yeh?

i love you, D.

love,
lilililily.

no more ..

S

he is long gone from my mind. why was i so dull to even think we would be friends? gah. bodoh sial.

i'm just clearing the air that i'm not having a crush towards anybody.

Bye.
Nak screamo.

it has nothing to do with Moshmallow either,
Lily.

obsessions II

i give you ...

THE DEVIL WEARS PRADA

i dont know what had gone into me but i suddenly fell in love with these guys. their songs suddenly sound reaaaaaally good to me. and not like the singer is trying to puke or what not.

Jeremy Depoyster

he's the rhythm guitar and clean vocalist fer TDWP. his voice saya sangat suka.

if by next week i'm still not over TDWP, you'll be hearing me going screamo and no more singy-songy la-la-laa. hello AHBETGAOIJEVGSFA (attemp to do a screamo) side of me.

still flyyy,
LILYYYYYYYYYYYY (said/screamed that in a screamo way)

obsessions

i give you ...

JAKE AND AMIR

these two hunka chunks are sex. literally sex with a pair of legs. they're on YouTube's CollegeHumor. you have to watch em <3

Amir is veli de thoughtfull

*drools* and this is Jake :)

no captions needed :))

sincerely,
L to the I to the L to the Y!

phew much?

ya allah. i TERrevealed my crush's name on my recent post! HAHAHA
thank god i noticed .. after 2 days of the post -.-
well, i hope whoever read my blog would keep it a secret. at least from him :/

PWEAASE?

S is for Stalker,

&Shiznits.

ohmyholyeffingsheznets.

i am civilized. i am calm. i am --- oh what the fuck. OHMYGOOOODDDDDDD! itu budak saya suka rupa-rupanya ADA DALAM CONTACT LIST SAYAAAA :O i thought it was a DIFFERENT guy with the same name which i met at YAWA. so, i called to confirm. and suddenly, that deep sexy voice answered *drools* which i went o.O cause the other guy i know had squeaky voice.

me
him

hello?
(the sexy deep) hello?
uhm, is this S?
yeah.
*gulps* do you know who i am?
lily, i saw you at excalibur kan?
(*GASPS* he remembers and we just glanced at each other. NGEHE :B)
omg, are you the bandar sri damansara syamil?
yeah. i smsed you but you didnt reply. (*faints*)
ohh, must've been my old number. well, now you have my new one. so .. uhh .. you .. can .. uhh .. text me .. well, if you want that is ..
of course (*faints again*)
okay so um, i'll talk to you later.
okay.
(hangs up)

okay, why the eff am i so head over heels for this guy?

lovebug,
lily

crush crush crush,

its a definite yes. i'm having a crush on someone who probably has forgotten about me. okay, how do you confront a stranger who you've been seeing a lot at the mamak and ask him for his number? we HAVE been friends so, whats the big idea? but why is it so haaarddd?
D:

i cant even add him on myspace :(
ohmygod la S! YOU ARE DRIVING ME NUTS.
*GASP!* maybe he'll go to that Electric partyyyy :O
yayyy, CHANCE :DD
(please be there, please be there, please be there)

btw who's going to that party?

xx

-lily

i'll shove a apple down your throat. and shoot the apple.

it feels so wrong but i'm gonna do it.
tonight.

-lily.

no excuses, cinderella.

yeah, third post of the day.
dont blame me, i havent been updating ;)

well, guess what gorgeous girls and pretty boys?
i just got a new piano.
its not like i'm even taking piano classes and yet, my parents took my bait.

i'm so diggin' da new piany, aint i cool?

hellopianayyy,
lily :))

the aftertaste

ugh, megavideo :(
not the site to watch tv shows since they only limit your time for only 72 minutes.
thats not even two full episodes.
what pisses me off even more is that the tv show is gossip girl.
and that show creates a huge bubble of curiosity.

whowantstogoshopping?
lily.

holiday came back with a vengeance

sweet, sweet holiday. the times where kids go rah-rah and ballistic. not for this kid. as for me, i wonder: Where the hell did all the sweets go?

these days i shower myself with united states TV shows. Vampire Diaries and Glee. and my latest favourite, Gossip Girl. yes, i used to LOATHE gossip girl. but after watching some episodes. i gotta say, Dan Humphrey is rlly an eye-catcher. all i do these days are watching gossip girl with a double cheese burger in hand and coke in the other. maybe holiday did have some sweets in it.

throughout the whip cream and lemon-flavored lollipops, i am gaining weight. and fats. if you were to see me now, you'd be surprise. so, i listed down some activities for me to do.

1) rock-climbing; anyone wanna go with? need a partner.
2) jogging. would 5 mins do any good?
3) cutting down my mcdonalds. hard to do but achievable.

well, not much. but if you got any, do tell. unless you want me to be your obese friend.

xoxo

-lily.

i put on a smile and 'hello, i'm doing fine."

'growing up'. something i rlly did look forward to when i was 8. how cool would it be to be a teenager (i didnt even know that word existed when i was 8 for that matter) but now somehow, i feel like i wasted too many time. i need .. something more. the life-time routine most people go through: be born. go to kindy. being childish. be a teenager. being developed into adults. go to college. either fail or succeed. go to work. have a family. then, you die.

sorry for being such a loser right now. i cant help it. even i feel sorry for myself. i need a change right now. i need a new environment. i need to get a life. this self-pity is sad. this is just me afraid to live the world when its in such a disaster. i cant do anything. i feel paralyzed. stuck in this gloomy position i'm in. i feel so .. trapped but every thing's right in front of me. like a fish in a net overlooking the sea. like a bird in a cage staring at the blue sky. like a lion in a circus show passing through Savannah. i am here but my mind is not on earth. it's elsewhere. but when it has returned. i will feel better. i will be free to make my own decisions.

but right now, i will let every thing out. i will be angry and cry and just have some me time. it's been a while since i've done that. maybe thats whats been driving me insane. i've been keeping it in me. from the first day of school til today. haha, no wonder i cried so much when i read a book early this morning. dont worry though, when i return to school, i will put on a smile and tell you everything is all right. nothing is wrong except my terrible fear of growing up. i have adjusted myself to that word. i'll be seeing more of it in the future. in the mean time, i will live. i'll let things go the way it is. i will try not to think of the future that often. but when i do, i shall be optimistic.

one day, i promise to make all of you proud. i love you. even if you hate me. i wouldn't be here without all of you.

When you finally allow yourself to trust joy and embrace it,
you will find you dance with everything.

and abigail? if you're reading this, i just wanted you to know how grateful i am to have deserved a bestfriend like you :') i love you la amoi.

happinesswilfinditswaytome,
lilyalyssa.

ee, fark you!

i think someone out there is hating on me.

my myspace got hacked.
my facebook got hacked.
and the password are changed, i cant check what it is cause ..
my hotmail got hacked.
aaand the passwords changed too.

honestly, that hacker has problem.
WTF DID I DO TO YOU?!?!

you know what i think?
i think HACKERS SHOULD BE STABBED.
i got a poem for all you hackers:

you should be stabbed by a knife,
until you get a life,
what are you? A HOUSEWIFE?
(sorry i didn't know any other words that could rhyme with knife and life)

i'm just so dang thankful my blog is safe :)
cheers. now all i need is your MSN email.
i did a new butttt i'm not gonna spread it out HERE.
the hacker's probably reading.
YOU AIN'T GETTIN' ANYTHIN'!
hahhaha, me no stoopid to do it.

-HACKERSMUSTDIE-

matila, babi.
lilyalyssa.

its a new lily,

ATTENTION!! ATTENTION!!

i, lily alyssa binti mior azri, do NOT dislike Zac Efron anymore. yes, its true. i LOVE him. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, he's my new boyfriend. call me blind, but he's not gay to me nemore.

as a matter of fact, zac efron is hotter than robbie amell.
just needed to point that out (BWAHAHA)

Zac Efron has my heart <3>(OHMYGOOOOD, lily alyssa's mind is controlled by lily avigohi santana! she does not think zac is straight, lily alyssa STILL thinks zac efron is gay! help heeer. SHE'S OUT OF HER MIIIIINNDDDD D:)

THIS IS LILY ALYSSA.
OUT :))

(helpheeeeerrr!),
lilyavigohisantana.
i mean, lily alyssa :D

zac efron.

my new hunka chunk.

two nights ago, i had a weird+awkward dream. a person i utterly dislike for the fact that he acts in stupid movies was in my dream. yes, its common for girls to dislike Zac Efron.

*----------------------------5, 4, 3, 2, 1. Let's Start!----------------------------*

i woke up to see i was in the past. i was at my hometown, ipoh mali! i was in a store which i'm not familiar with. i was shopping when i suddenly saw him. i saw zac efron at a store in ipoh, malaysia. okay? well, we talked and talked and we became really good friends. (didnt i hate your guts?) i have to say he looked good in his white shirt and jeans. surprising that i knew exactly what he was wearing in my dream. HEE :)
anyways,
i blinked and i was in his car. no, i don't know what car he was driving. he was driving me to school, Sekolah Sri Bestari. it was my first day and i didnt even stepped into my class. i just stayed in the car with him. blabbing. and i did the unthinkable: i cuddled with zac. (eww -.-')
i remember telling him how he's gonna be a famous actor and would be living in hollywood. he pretty much replied with a 'i would never forget you, baby.' (eww-er)
i blinked again and i was in the present. watching tv in my living room. it was E! i think. knowing that zac was at hollywood and would maybe forget about me. when he, out of nowhere, was in my house. hugging me. telling me he misses me a lot.

and then i woke up :D

hahaha, that was so messed up. he acts in retarded and idiotic movies which i hate but heck, he's hot :))

zacefron'sahorror,
lilyalyssa.

tumpang tanya, boleh?

saya nak tahu .. WHERE'S MY MAAAAAN LAAAH? why is it that bestari has NO hot, nice, smart(but not as smart as me, HAHAHHAA), tall and honest kind of guy?
i'm so tired seeing the saaame boring guys every single day. i do wanna leave school for another just for the guys but i cant. why? BECAUSE:

1; i need my abigail. my crazy, wantstobeemosobadly bestfriend for life <3
2; i need my daily dose of farah. balak kedua ku ;D (please find me my balak pertama -.-')
3; my close friends that i adore so much. (dewi seribayu, reena makajil, anis yazmin, carmen lau)
4; my chinese gay classmates that i have gone so close with! (eu jinn will be missed most)
5; mohd danial, that hugable guy who i always have a trouble with his ANNOYING voice.
6; schoolmates that i love and would miss like crazy!
7; and that korean boy nextdoor ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (i don't like him, i SWEAR!)

the last one was just for gags. maybe just a BIT.

well, at least there is this ONE guy who asked me to be his. tapi die tak layak. SORRY :D
a girls gotta have her standards, no? ;)

aah, i feel like i have the time in the world. HAHA, usually malas gilah nak update. dahla not important -___-'

PUASA THIS SATURDAY, adoih.

man of my dreams?
lily alyssa.

kat bawah tuu.

eh, sorry.
i have no idea why the font is so humongous!
ugh, it makes my blog uglyyyy -.-'

BTW abigail had to delete her SOOOOOO VEEEERRRYYY interesting blog. (i just HAD to stress out how INTERESTING her blog was)

saya suka cereal, anda sukaaa?

mmm~cereaaalll,
lily.
(my name is so cool, no?)
:D

D-D-D-DEWI SERIBAYU :D

"edit tauuuuu" (a joke between us girls, LAUGH! its funny!)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEWI SERIBAYU BINTI NORDIN SELAT,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU :))

today, dated the 18th of August 2009 is celebrated with joy because it's the birthday of my eccentric bestfriend, DEWI SERIBAYU.

This girl is special. Different and unique from the others.
She's animatic. She's a psycho. She's crazy. She's always laughing. She's lovable. She's cute. She's a LALA. She's my lucky shark tooth. She's smart. She's awethome. She's creative. She can draw. She's my love. She's MINE!
SHE IS MY BESTFRIEND.

TO ANYONE WHO DARES HURT HER, SHOW ME A CHICKEN DANCE AND I'LL TELL YOU ALL HER WEAK SPOTS. Okay, pretty much kidding about the sentence before this. THIS is the ACTUAL sentence:

TO ANYONE WHO DARES HURT HER, MAKE AN APPOINTMENT WITH ME. PAINFUL THERAPY WILL BE DONE TOWARDS YOU.
THANK YOU.
ahh, much better :)

itu sahaja kots.
just one more liiiiiiitle thing:
I LOVE YOU, DEWI :D

( ee, the smiley face is so burok atas nii --> :D )

HEPI BESDAY! ( benci gile if people write down that way ),
lily alyssa binti mior azri bin mior ismail bin mior sajak etc.

budak itu.

once upon a time, there was a girl named Yoi'maflirt. She came to school one day and flirted with some guys until she saw this heart-thumping, smoking-hot, will-be-mine guy. and his name is ..

I'msohot.

when Yoi'maflirt saw him, she couldn't take her eyes from him. and when he looked at her in the eyes, Yoi'maflirt's heart started to beat faster, time went slower, everything was gone and it was just him and her. she knew that she HAD to go talk to him.

the next day, yoi'maflirt tried talking to i'msohot but somehow, she couldnt. she told this problem to a friend and her friend was shocked and said 'Yoi'maflirt? the girl who flirts is SCARED to flirt with i'msohot?'

and come to think of it, Yoi'maflirt IS scared. usually she would have the guy's number, email and so on. but its so different with I'msohot.

Yoi'maflirt can't do anything but watch I'msohotfrom a distance. making eye contact once in a while.

She needs help so, HELP! D:

totallycrazyfor,
i'msohot <3

GIGI BESI :D

today, the 10th of July 2009, i, Lily Alyssa, is wearing braces :)

ME AND MS. HAPPYPUFF.

but goddamnit, my USB cable for my other camera is GONE! and most of the pictures that i took of me and my braces is in there. BOOHOO )':
at least there's ONE picture of me and Ms. Happypuff :))

First food with Ms. Happypuff - O'Briens Egg Mayo with Watercress Brown Bread Sandwich
First action done with Ms. Happypuff - CAMWHORING :D

btw, i went shopping at a sale in curve. there was Zara, DKNY, Roxy, Billabong, Polo and so many moreee. unfortunatelyyyyyyyyyyy, it was so sikit -.-' UGH.

I WILL POST PICTURES OF ME AND MS. HAPPYPUFF when i find that usb cable -.-'
and yes, Ms. Happypuff is my braces.

loves,
lily&ms.happypuff.

TRANFORMERS; robots in disguise.

okay, how do i put this simple?

TRANSFORMERS WAS FREAKISHLY AWESOME!
must see or you'll face death.

or maaaybe, you just go buy a DVD!
then, you can watch it AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAAAIN!

i'm gonna buy a DVD when it comes out :))
i'm the happiest girl in the wooooorld. hihi.

autobots, MOVE OUT! :D

wholovestransformers?
LILY DOEEEESSS :D

my little boom boom

*siighh*
once again, one of my beloved cats' have passed away.

080609
today, you have left us all with nothing but memories.

i honestly thought abang was kiding when he said boom boom died. we usually kid around about this but when i saw his face. i couldn't help but take a second look at him. "boom boom's outside. he got hit by a car." i walked slowly out of the house, hoping so much to see nothing and would see abang laughing at me for believing him.

i guessed wrong. right as i saw boom boom covered with a piece of cloth, i froze. i froze. and then, tears fell. i walked towards him, wishing this was all a dream. i actually pinched myself. as i looked at boom boom's bloody head behind my teary eyes, i knew ...

boom boom will never come back.


my little boom boom )':



the two cats that has left us.
little boom boom and pengat.


May god bless you.
we love you both forever and ever.

....,
lily's mourning.

ICCE in Sandakan, Sabah.

5 ... 4 ... 3 ... 2 ... ONEE!
GOOOO :)

INTERNATIONAL CONFERENCE for CHILDREN on the ENVIRONMENT, thats what ICCE stands for. its for children BY children. so, it wasn't all adult talks and them talking, it was all from children between the age 14-17. the 5 day conference was AWESOME. the food, the accomadation and especially THE PEOPLE.

everything was great BUT the period of the conference. it should be LONGER! like .. two weeks? or THREE WEEKS! i was having fun with my friends there and the next thing i know, i'm in the aeroplane, on my way to kuala lumpur.

The whole week, i mainly hanged around with my best buddies. DANIA, AQIL, ADAM HARITH and SYAMIL. i love them to death. not just them but also aiman, luqman, isa, sulaiman, ibrahim, jasmin, amalina, anisa, boy, steph, alia, another alia, lefty, teddy bear, coldman, aida, dayana, nadhirah, nana, aina, hannah, liyana, jimmy, azrul and so damn many more.

i learnt so much about the north pole, the orang utan's, the sunbears and the proboscis monkeys. btw you guys wanna know something about the proboscis monkeys? HAHAHAHA, the male are ALWAYS on standby mode, if you know what i mean *winkwink*. LOL. when my group went to see them, THE MALE ACTUALLY DID SOMETHING! hahahahaha. the ALPHA MALE did it .... aoihsjnamnDOGGYSTYLEhjanlksnoich. okay, that was TOTALLY not to be read by little kids.

and when i was there, adam and aqil told me LOTS of racist jokes. EXAMPLEEEE!

one.
What do you call two indians in a red sleeping bag?
KITKAT.

two.
How do you blow up an indian?
PRESS THE RED BUTTON (the red thing on their head)

three.
When you wake up at night and you see your tv floating, what would you say?
HEY INDIAN, PUT DOWN THAT TV!

okay okay, here's a joke. mushroom's are fungi right? alrighttyyy.

Ten mushrooms' went into a bar and ordered drinks. the bartender went like no! cause like your walking, talking mushrooms'! so, one of the mushrooms' said 'but why? we're FUN-GUYS (fungi's)! TEEEHEEEEEEE. that joke was from adilla.

other than retarded jokes, there are TWO songs stuck in my head. first is the BANANA song :D
it goes like this...

Peel banana, peel peel banana.
eat banana, eat eat banana.
give banana, give give banana.
chop banana, chop chop banana.
hug banana, hug hug banana.

second song is the CONFERENCE SONG :)

The world is getting warmer,
the people are getting hotter,
everyday, the ice is melting,
the climate is changing,
we've got to do something today,
we've got to do something today.

When you feel the temperature rising,
you feel like you've got to do something,
either big or small in our own way,
anytime, anyday.

RISE UP, STAND UP, LET'S COOL THE EARTH,

RISE UP, STAND UP, LET'S STOP GLOBAL WARMING,
we can do our part in anyway,
so rise up, stand up todaaayyy.

Let's start riding bikes,
instead or riding cabs,
reduce our carbon footprint,
that would really help.

turn off the lights when it's not that dark,
reuse, reduce, recycle,
we can all do our part,

to RISE UP, STAND UP, LET'S COOL THE EARTH,
RISE UP, STAND UP, LET'S STOP GLOBAL WARMING,
we can do our part in any way,
so rise up, stand up todaaayyy.

RISE UP, STAND UP, LET'S COOL THE EARTH,
RISE UP, STAND UP, LET'S STOP GLOBAL WARMING,
we can do our part in any way,
so rise up, stand up today

:)

iheartsyawa,
JIFFY LILY

abigail lim shu yee.

what i do without you -.-

after 9 years of being friends with you, i noticed how retarded you can really be. Not to worry! i still love you :D

HER BIODATA (which is really me telling you all her info's so you can stalk her. TEEHEE)

she's abigail. 13. 22nd March. Sungai Buloh. Korean Lover. superly retarded. overly smart. 4-eyed. bob hair cut. christian. RACIST (BWAHAHAHAHA). my hapenyou :)

honestly, i have no clue what to write about her.
we had fun. we still do :]

Je'taime, biatch.

toodlelooo,

lileyh.

wink wink

oh EARTH HOUR :)

when? 28th March 2009, 8:30p.m - 9:30p.m
where? your home.
why? TO SAVE PLANET EARTH

try for at least half an hour.
this can save a year supply of electricity.
thts a SHIT LOAD! imagine doing it every month!
go out. have a sleepover.
contribute for whats right!

I FUCKINN LOVE YOU!
FALCOONS! :D

todaysshauqi'sbirthday,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY :)

me no likey

today's the 23rd. HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA, love youuu :)

ANYWAYS.
at school in computer lab. me VERY upset. appereantly, my right ear's bleeding! no clue how tht happened. the left ear tht has problem, the right ear bleeds. HELLO, ARE YOU OKAAAYY? -.-

i'm here in school, upset. i cnt even take out the dayemn earring. the blood dried up and made the earring stuck. SNIFF. i have a bloody right ear now. FOR THE WHOLE DAY. WHOOOLEE EFFIIINN DAAAAAY. wht a noice first day. GAH.

to think tht earrings would be cool.

fuckkyou,

lily -.-

i love you :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY : ABIGAIL LIM SHU YEEEEE <3
yes, today is my bestest best bestfriend that i've known for 7 or 8 years' birthday :D The Amoi, Emo person, Crap believer, Korean lover's birthday. it's sad, awful, depressing, annoying that we couldn't celebrate it together. GAH. but HA HA, your old noooowwww, abigail. i'm still 12! (just 9 more days to mine!)
but whatever :) i called her at 12:01a.m to wish her but her phone was dead -.- she was ZZZZZ. APE LA YOUU! and so i wished her happy birthday (i couldn't sms her since i didnt have any credit. ugh :/)

BUT! *jengjengjenggg* i read her blog a few minutes ago and found out that she DID NOT recieve my birthday wish. sooo, i called her and went "ABIGAIL, you didnt get my birthday wiiishhh?" i told her about calling her at 12:01a.m to wish her. stoopid connection these days :/

as long as she knows, i'm happy :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABIGAIL!
may god be with you.
i love you.

today,sheflies.
lilyalyssa :)

supermom

she's a killah with those shades :)
i love you.

silly,
lily.

D':

22nd February 2009.
I MISS YOU, PENGAT D':
*sniff*

you will always be remembered.
you may have bit me hard which made me hella pissed but tht'll never change how much i love you.

i was sleeping, dreaming of Jamie the Unicorn, when my door was brutally knocked. 'LILY! HURRY, IKOT AKAK!' my sister shouted. Being curios, i kicked off my blankie and ran out, following akak down, down, down and out, out, out. We stopped. She started crying. I was .. oobviously going WTF is going on?! i looked down and saw blood coming down from under the bench. 'Lily ... Pengat died.' Can a heart stop kazillion beats? cause i think mine did. 'whaat?' and there he was. I gulped and braved myself. 'Pengat?' how can you go so early? There, i saw Pengat. Blood from his mouth. What happened, only God knws. We buried him outside our house.


WE LOVE YOU.
FOREVER AND EVER.

foreverlovingyou,
lilyalyssa.
*sniiiiffffffff*

purple unicorns.

fuck you, fuck you very very much.
i could be a good scene in your bad dream.
countless weeks have passed and i still cant let you go.
i miss you.

Lily.

thats krazie.

i figured the title 'whats that? A BLOG O:' is lame. very very lame :/
soooooo, i came up with something equally lame but sounds better, i hope, which is, as you can see, 'a glimpse of lily,'.
wow, thats a whole lota commas in one sentence. NGAHA. retardnezzzzzzzz.

ANEWAYS, i got chosen to go to Korea. *cheeers!* BUT, daddy feels no good about it.

lily: pa, can i go Korea?
daddykins: no,
lily: why? i got chosen by YAWA and the plane ticket is FREE! *smiles hugely*
daddykins: no.
lily: apesal? (meaning why, for those of you who dont know)
daddykins: because i wanna.
lily: ish, evil. i'm still going.
daddykings: *keeps quiet*
lily: uhm. *goes out of the room*

*siiiiiiiiiiigh* ... *siiiigh*
we'll see what'll happen. its in august neways. PLENTY of time to make papa agree :)

until then, i have cross country tomorrow. my house captain keeps going "lily, i want you to get number one. cemara must get number one." and i'll just go "yeah, okay." "i'm serious, lily." "yeah, me too." "sleep at least 8 hours tonight" "i understand." "okay." "yeah,"
WEEE-ARD. he's so responsible. GAH. why cant the people on earth just love to have fun and laugh like hyenas?

SO LONG NOW.
and happy valentines/selamat hari kekasih.
(mom says valentines is jewish and i shouldnt celebrate it. but when i told her that i bought her roses, she went "if its like that, its okay". NGAHA.)

funnybones,
monkey.

i woke up with a smile.

i entered this essay writting competition and if you guys have anyyyyy idea, THROW IT TO ME, BABYY. the title is STAYING AND LEAVING. i was thinking of doing loike, a girl went to this imaginary world named Lala Land. she met a guy there and fell in love. he died in the end, how? i'm still thinking about that. and so its like "the girl stays in his heart forever but he left her in a physical kinda way?"

ughhhhh :/
i suck in writting essays. soo, if you guys have ANY idea, i beg of you. TELL ME. text me in 0193112996 or email me in my.wonderful.death-love@hotmail (sorry for the VERY VERY suckkyyy email). or myspace/facebook :)
your help is very much appreciated. I LOVE YOU GUYS.

ho yeah. listen to Katy Perry's thinking of you. best song ever. i cried the first time i heard it. plus seeing the music video.
touched my heart like the way shauqi did.

he makes me smile so wide, i hurt my cheeks.

he makes me laugh so hard, my jaws can fall off.

he makes me fall so in love, i get butterflies in my stomach. i can sing a song just for him. i can write poetry all about him. i can get back on my feet when he tells me that i can do it. i have one more reason to wake up from sleep. i am just ... deeply in love with him.

i love you.

iwishiwaslookinginyoureyes,

shauqi's :)

put. your. hands. in. the. AYER.

i imagined i have a pet gecko named Gecko :)
mommy told me i was creative in picking names, YAY ME.


i really really reaaaalllllyyyyy want mine to be in rainbow colour. it would be. so. COOL. to those of you who DO NOT KNOW WHAT GECKO'S ARE (shame on youuu) here is a picture.

aren't they the cutest thing eveeeeeer?

and guess who i met at school just noooow. itsssss *drumrollssss* ADLINUR LAM BINTI ALIF LAM! i miss her so so so so much (':

tomorrow, i'm going on a roadrun competition at Cheras. wish me luck :)

toodlelooo,

Gecky.

PARTIE TRAUMATIC, baby.

High school is haaaaaard -.-' This monday, i hafta practice for roadrun. School's representative, ughh. This thursday is the real thang. i was informed that the place was kindah farrr so that means, wake up early-ER. Get to school early-ER :/ OMG, do you seniors not realize that i am lazeeeeeeeeeyh? Grr.

but not EEEEVERYTHINGS falling apart :)
I. AM. ENJOYING. CHEERLEADING. despite all the after-pains. And i get to see No. 17 at school. WHO WOULD NOT LOIKE THAAAAT? pleases raises yours hands ups ifs yous woulds nots likes tos sees no.17's ats schools. Loserrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

oh, and i imagined what would happen if I was a giant dinosaur in the middle of KL :D I'd feel sorry for myself and would be saying : RAWR lily, how did grr you get roar HERE? *siiiiiiiigh* wouldn't you want yourself to be a giant non-human-eating dinosaur? i do :)

thats its fors todays.

i's feels likes updatings everydays :)

BELIEVE IT, ADLINUR BEEEETCH XD

dinosaurrrrrrrr,

p-p-partie traumatic.

teeenager-er-er.

Helloooo :)

The events of 2009 ... so far;

1. Broke up with jadreyh. (i'm sorry :/)
2. Am with a dood I really really loike. Aaahh, sweeet love. (iloveyou, kunci ;))
3. Made new friends at school. (Wooh, danny is so friendly! YES, I rhymeeee)
4. High school is like .. extra super duper more strict than primary )': (And i miss children's day!)
5. Has not hugged anyone expect for parents o.O (I just realized tht. OMG! Loads of hugs this monday!!)
6. Is joining the cheerleading team! Goooooo FALCONS! :D um, try outs this tuesday. Can't wait :)


The things I will do in January;

1. Hug PEOPLE. OMG, I still cant believe i didn't hug anyone like WTF? O:
2. ooh, hug Kunci <3
3. Practice everynight so I can split before the cheer comp.
4. Study. Really study -___-'
5. Be brave.
6. Be LILY ALYSSA.


so yeaaaaaaah :)
goodbye.

iloveyouuuu, form2-er.

yo, GHETTO!

shizzy lily.

:)