bouncing spring

spring,
blooms gracefully as a flower,
yet this,
shoots up in the sky and bursts into colours,
showering the earth with petals and flowers.

once lost in the dark, cold, and empty,
you shone like the Sun so indefinitely,
you reminded me of the beach,
again, a familiarity finally at reach.

just take a step closer,
push the winter, the snow that comes with, the ice cold,
and this,

is all I needed,
a transition, some recognition,
I don't know about you but I need some lovin',
forgive me for sayin',
but you

you

what is it about you?
you take my breath away in just a day,
I grow curious of you til I ache,
this is too sudden, my heart just can't take,
It's grinning and jumping,
I just can't help myself,
I just... wanna know you better,
wanna soak in your cologne you sprayed on your collar,
wanna know your favourite colour, why your stare got me starting to wonder
why I'm feeling this way?
why this cray? I mean, shit. Like. I can't even be poetic about this feeling. The confusion it's bringing.
It just boggles me,
puts my thoughts into twists,
the way your tongue would twist,
when it's trying to resist,
the millions and trillions,
kisses.
I want, to recite Sheena's love poem to you,
and hope it gets the message across to you, and straight into you,
and really, I hope you do, understand that I somehow, suddenly, truly, madly, deeply, do.


I guess, if I'm lucky, just please:
http://gawdeepah.blogspot.my/2013/09/high-school-love-poem.html


Just know that,
I am so in love with the thought of you,
that I'm hoping that when I do get to know the real you,
I'd finally be able to bloom,
among the flowers and fly to the moon (((((((((((((((((cuz 420 blaze it faggott!!!!!!!)))))))))))))))))))))))))

a cycle

I am by the beach,

Soaking in the sunlight, beaming bright as can be,

The warm sand tickles my feet,

Leaving imprints or clinging on me,

And as much as I shake, it won't get off of me, 

Get off of me, 

The sea swallows me and rids me of thee,

But I gasp for air, and that's when I realise 

I'm in despair.

I am on the ocean floor,

Dark, cold, and empty,

These feelings consume me,

Eating me up inside and demanding a reason why, 

Frustration builds, exhaustion nears,

I can't fucking stand this saltiness,

seeping in through the corners of my lips,

So I wait,

I wait until I fall into abyss,

So I no longer have to feel like this.