Saturday, July 28, 2012

Cheers.

He was everything I asked for even when I wasn't asking for anything at all. A surprise out of the blue. Such an amazing man with such an honest soul. Who speaks the truth and always faithful. Time flies so fast and I'm sure it'll fly equally as fast until the day we can finally be one again. It was hard for me to grasp but every word you said was true. I was just ignorant. So ignorant. And selfish. I admire your responsibility. How strong you are. How calm, cool and collected as you always are. I would give you the world to show you how you've impacted my life. You will always carry a piece of my heart with you and that's most I can give. "Now's not the time, not the place". I pray for one in the future. I will move on for you. I will be strong for you. And I will grow. But my love for you will always be as strong as it ever was, if not, stronger. I have learnt so much from you. I cannot express my gratitude towards you. Never enough. For you have been my guru, lover and saviour. Life will go on and I'll continue smiling. We both saw this coming and with open hearts and open minds, we accept. InsyaAllah, we will meet again. I love you, Daniel.

Monday, July 2, 2012

It hurts so much to relive the pain from the past. I love you so much. :'/
I know you're afraid but sayang, we'll get through this. Just don't let go of me.