oh.my.god.

had my road run today. one word: MATI.
i was the 15th to arrive. gila lambat :'(
and after that, i and ilie got rlly hyper and started going all WOOOO when prize giving was being conducted.
and CEMARA WON FOIRST :D
woot woot. ngehehehehhehhe.

after that, i went home to dewi's place.
lepaked fer a while and then Vampire<3 called. talked for an hour and a half :)
mandi. then, dewi and i went to ashraf's place.
met his sibling. his sister is so hyper plus comel.
and his brother, amran, .. ohmygod la. SEXY TO THE CORE.
heheh :p

played badminton, played guitar, talked, went to the worm house and played choi tai ti.
got back home at 7:20-ish. mandi. went ikano. makan. took our iron from harvey norman. got back. chatted in between.

today was extremely tiring

loves!
lilyalyssa :)

ah crud.

shieettt, tomorrow is road run. mati la. yes, i'm so gonna die.

die die die.
if not, i'd just faint. run, faint, die. *sighhh*

but at least i'd have my music with me :))
i'd be texting amir too. hahaha, retarded neighbour is forcing me to text him. nasib i love you, A ;)

and oh, had my very first hug with mat salleh boy just now at school.
but i still vote D as my best hugger <3

anddd i may be going to dewi's place tmrw after road run to go to ashraf's place and jam :p
(MACAM LA TERER SANGATTTT -.-')

so far, so good.

arent i just friggin cool?
lilyalyssa, the vain.

oh shiatsu.

okay so, guess what i just found out?
cross country is this saturday! hahhaha, seriously. i thought it was in another 2 weeks -__-'
so, mati la. if i do lose, SORRY MIKUN! or however you spell her name.

i wanted to post about tania's surprise party but so effin lazy.
esok esok je la.

AND FARIEDA'S BIRTHDAY IS THIS THURSDAY!
apa nak buat fer her present nii?
gah.

saya akan mati sabtu ini kerana merentas desa.

loves,
lililililily!

stop, drop, die.

i am trying to get over you.
so stop whatever you're doing.

i love you but i dont wanna be with you.
i love you but i dont want to.

love it or hate it.

*speechless*,
lily.

James Lee Freer

this mat saleh boy who isnt fluent in bahasa melayu makes it so fun fer me to annoy him :)
firstly, james, gimati means Go Die. hohohoho.

okaykay.
so, to all you people who's very confused why i'm blogging about this boy is because we've become close friends. seriously, this guy can give you amazing love advice. anyone need his numbah? ;)

as you all know, this post is dedicated to my Jamesy fer being amazingly awethumb <3
i dont know why we didnt even spoke a word to each other last year. dude, you're becoming my bff already!

and his sister is actually pretty cool (once she cools down). (sorry to say jamesy but) WE ARE SO BONDING! :D

so, this was just to update you all that i've got a new friend :)

loves you, J.

i'msooverbeinglovesick,
lilyfrigginalyssa.

:'(

i dont know what love is anymore
:'(

when everything is bottled up inside,
cry with me.

boys boys boys

can someone just take away the feeling 'Love' from my feelings box?
boys are all the same and i just realized that. i've been immature and stupid. but not anymore, bastard.

you told me you were there to catch me.
when i started to fall for you, you throw a bomb at my face stating you're not there anymore to catch me.
and when i fell face-first on the ground, you just told me how much you adore my looks?

asshole, you just told me you had feelings for me then you say you only "adore" my looks?
i honestly thought you'd be different. the way you talked about my ex's. like you're so much better than them. turns out your the same.

girls, there's no such thing as true love unless your one of the 1 in a million thousand to get a rlly nice, honest guy.

hurttoomanytimes,
shiatsu.

so i've been told

i have made an ay-mah-zing plan!

i will make him hate me.

when he hates me, he won't look at me. when he hates me, we wont smile to each other. when he hates me, we wont talk to eachother. when he hates me, we wont hug anymore. when he hates me, i will stop falling for him.
i have to stop falling for him. i will stop falling for him.

but

when he hates me, i'll miss him smiling at me. when he hates me, i'll miss his comfortable hugs that makes me feel safe. when he hates me, i'll miss how our eyes accidently meet. when he hates me, i'll miss the constant "Hey". when he hates me, i'll cry.
i'd feel like crap and cry. i'd regret and cry.
but i musn't feel like crap nor regret nor cry.
i must stop loving him. and be strong about it.

but will letting him go worth the tears?

shiatsu,
lovesickLILY.

bah-bih.

my shoulders hurt.
my back hurts.
my nose is blocked.
i am in fucking pain.

went to the hospital. got medicine. and now am rlly cranky.
i want 2 slices of chocolate indulgence :'(
or maybe 3.

p-a-i-n. what does it spell?
lily.

on your video phone.

okaykayh. loads of shetnets that i did not update. first's first. Happy New Year. yeh, 6 days delay *shrugs*

so, first day of school = boring.
first day in class = boring.
second day of school = boring.
class of 2 cekap = boring.
third day of school = someone finally decided to join us from japan -.-'

well, lots of kids from 1 cerdas. i truly miss everyone from 1 cekap. class now isnt one anymore. we were last year but i guess i need to work things out. it IS the new year. its the time fer new things.

to let you know, am sitting next to abigail at the last row. I. CANNOT. SEE. THE. FRIGGIN. WHITEBOARD. saya rabun la cikguuuuu. will switch places soon. tmrw, hopefully.

and i'm now constantly singing to beyonce's video phone. i will make this EVERYONE'S new addiction. hohohohoh. just a few more days and everybody would be humming to this song.

p/s; ustazah is here to stay fer another 2 months. i am still afraid of her. dahla no chairs in the surau, its making my thighs hurt. and just now, i had 3 periods of agama. THREE PERIODS. TIGA MASA. SAN CHINGCHONG!

p/s/s; I WANT TO START CHEEEEEEEER. wahai aida sofia, start soon please? saya rindu itu lompat-lompat :(((

AM OFF TO FIND LYRICS.
ON YOUR VIDEO PHOOOONE~
hehhehehe >:D

can you handle me?
lily alyssa.