tumpang tanya, boleh?

saya nak tahu .. WHERE'S MY MAAAAAN LAAAH? why is it that bestari has NO hot, nice, smart(but not as smart as me, HAHAHHAA), tall and honest kind of guy?
i'm so tired seeing the saaame boring guys every single day. i do wanna leave school for another just for the guys but i cant. why? BECAUSE:

1; i need my abigail. my crazy, wantstobeemosobadly bestfriend for life <3
2; i need my daily dose of farah. balak kedua ku ;D (please find me my balak pertama -.-')
3; my close friends that i adore so much. (dewi seribayu, reena makajil, anis yazmin, carmen lau)
4; my chinese gay classmates that i have gone so close with! (eu jinn will be missed most)
5; mohd danial, that hugable guy who i always have a trouble with his ANNOYING voice.
6; schoolmates that i love and would miss like crazy!
7; and that korean boy nextdoor ;) HAHAHAHAHAHAHA (i don't like him, i SWEAR!)

the last one was just for gags. maybe just a BIT.

well, at least there is this ONE guy who asked me to be his. tapi die tak layak. SORRY :D
a girls gotta have her standards, no? ;)

aah, i feel like i have the time in the world. HAHA, usually malas gilah nak update. dahla not important -___-'

PUASA THIS SATURDAY, adoih.

man of my dreams?
lily alyssa.